addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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1. class lunch at BTP
2. I GOT TO MEET SIANYING AND FANGFISH :D (and nurul, and gen, and the other gen, and zhiying!, and jiaying!)
3. i got to watch half of the softball game (with sy's great commentry!) and witness jo's courageous never-say-die attitude during the game (JO ARE U READING THIS haha)
4. i got to mumble raffles cheers (sianying would stop me if i got too loud..) with the RJ version of CMU. (they are super cool! and i miss raffles cheers ahha.. i still know them a lot better than hc cheers)
5. xctry JTS dinner + pool
haha my fav were 2, 3 and 4. sianying i love you! :)
i realised that no matter what the sport.. athletes have this common thread in them- the unwillingness to give up. they (no longer "we" cos i'm like retired i think ahah) keep pushing.. so hard that they are no longer conscious of their physical limits. noble, yes. but scary to watch. i agree that as the athlete, you will never want to give up, not after all you've been through.. sometimes even if it is at the expense of your health/life. but as a spectator.. you just want to run over and pull the person out of danger. painful to watch.... mmm. and our school needs more qualified medics to be stationed at matches/ competitions... seriously.
today was also hard for me... ..... ... .. ... and .. .. all in one day. being at those places i haven't stepped into ..... .. .... :( i didn't want to have new memories pasted over the old ones, afraid the old ones would become less memorable.. but it has to fade sooner or later. and i was happy that she was there with me to help me along the way (:
hectic weeks ahead. i'm scared. gotta take it one day at a time...